S R I ; uninhibited

hi guys!..i know some of you must be really pissed by now..some may even be thinkin wher the hell she went??...hehe..relax guys..and hope u understand that im totally caught up wit preparations and too much tension and stress..i know i know..been sayin that over and over again..and ya thats also the main line of my friendster profile..so im sure u all by now should know how much pressure im goin thru rite??..as they always say..be it anythin..any voyage or any destination..its never easyto finally reach it..u gotta go thru so many obstacles and difficulties..and ya they could be sweet pain when later you reminise(is that the correct spell? if its not pls correct me..hehe..i know ..silly..lolz)..about those things hardships sweet pain..and ya of cos here and ther little happiness joys surprises u go thru..okie okie..i am not here to say out philosophies and bore u guys even more..but thats the truth aint it?..im sure all of u wil agree that any destination..any final thing..any major thing..or any acheivement or any preparation never goes easy..u gotta really do so many things to reach that stage..and yes in that process u also grow up..very much so..and thats jus a teeny weeny stage of maturity..thers thousands and millions of stages a human like us have to go thru to reach the big magic word called WISDOM!...but honestly i like to be silly sometimes..i dont wan to be like some i-have-learnt-a-lot-in-life kinda person..truth is ..im still most of the times childish..and i prefer to be that way even when i reach to become a granny..okie shush sri..u are jus 24!..aint that too early too talk about that stage??..as i said...life is meant to be enjoyed every bit and every ounce of it..of cos ther might be some failures..fall backs..but that doesnt mean u sit ther ..though i admit i do that sometimes..u gotta get up and go forward..u never know whats waitin for u ahead!..good or bad..if u wanna be a human and live on planet earth, u gotta first have some bravery..u gotta hav courage..if u don hav that?..ther u go ..hehe..its the truth guys.. but yea..rite now unlike our ancestors..we hav too many things to keep us entertained..jus too many!..plain spoilt we humans!..even a normal middle class guy is plain spoilt!..hehe..maybe thats y we go thru other things as well..i hav always heard my mum say..u know ihav never go thru that particular stage..in her youth..and it had been easy..well yeap..i agree..cause in their time..they never had too manyhassles..life is jus pure innocence..i kinda miss that on this earth..now its more to technical stuff..and straight direct stuff..even convos between people are becomin like that??!!..hehe..unless its ur close near dear ones..the case is different la..haha..but ya world is evolvin...but im kinda worried about the next gen..readin the paper..hearin different cases..one is kids bein killed by their own parents? reason?..pressure..boy! ther was tis case i read recently which hap in m'asia wher tis gal was kinda makin tantrums and her mum's boyfren snapped and kinda brought her to the bath tub and jus made her go inside the water for sometime andthen jus left her ther..and when he came back he saw she was dead..and worst worst part was her own mum got to know after comin back home and agreed to cover up for her boyfren????!!!!!..which mum wil do that!!! ...oh ya next one is murder cases..strangulation to be precise..one indian lady..59..was simply strangled for a piece of stupid jewellery! cant he jus take it and go! he killed her jus cause his identity wil be secret..and mind u tis hap here!..and she was found lyin dead in her room..im rite now worried for my mum..whos kinda known to be very polite and sometimes too friendly to even strangers..and yea shes kinda sociable..gotta ask her to be more cautious..and boy funny things even bringin lawsuit against their own mum jus for some stupid lame money..oh boy..and ya the mum also puttin a lawsuit..if i go on about the world..it wil be jus countless..and it wil jus go on and on and on..so i wil stop that topic from ther..

this is jus a short message for my sworn brother prasad..u jus too good and keep it goin and ya i read ur blog and i hav to say i m terribly envious of ur command of english!wher the f did u get all those words from?????!!..hehe..i think u should know y im askin that rite??..:)..glad u know it..and ya u made me realise that im so childish and stil yet to grow up too..thanks for that too..will be linkin u soon..:) wah u too fast ah..and by the way pls add a tagbox!

and ya chippy thanks for all the support and encouragement and yes ur sweet messages on msn though im unable to respond most times..hope u understand that ya..

and to all of others..i love everyone of my buds out ther..take good of yourselves..and know one thing..life is meant to be enjoyed every sec..so what are u waitin ?..put ur fav movie now and watch..or listen to your fav song..anythin to wade off sadness..and ya to u happy souls..rawk on! ur enthusiasm makes the world jus a better and happier place!!

take care all and god bless u! ciaoz!

p.s : wow i succeeded in puttin a long satisfyin post!!!..yeay!!!!!!!! i thot im gonna screw it up jus like my few earlier posts..hehe..lolz!!

Sridevi Saravanan
2:38 AM

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hello all..hows u?..i apologise for the long absence..been really busy and stuff and yes also cause been lazy to blog of cos hehe..it haps rite?..okie well i jus wanna tell u all that im goin lots and lots of tension pressure stress etc..which of course i m tryin my very best to overcome thanks to some of my closed ones and buddies who really cheer me up and yes been ther alwaysto hear me out or to simply make my day!..ihav to say we always take for granted our buddies..but u dont know how much they are ther whenever we need them ..even i gotta admit tis guys, i used to kinda think tat frensare jus ther for a limited time and after that its family and stuff..butyes my mindset has completely changed..and its not that since then i had a mindset that frens are less impt..but its jus that i thot that whenu do hav a family life or get settled down u re too busy with family responsibilities to really concentrate..but u know friendship is such a magical thing is that though u may not even speakto each other everyday or due to the busy hectic life may even forget about them..but no matter whenu finally do get back to them, or rather ring them or they do ring u..u jus kinda feel nice..a friendly feelin..hehe..thats whats frens are for..

other than that seriously i gotta say this that singapore is gettin hotter and hotter..i wonder y..the heat is unbearable especially in the afternoons...and yes sometimes even in the mornings..but thank goodness..today it kinda rained earlier inthe day givin a cool feelin..but then later it was jus heat heat heat!..i dont mind a certain amount of heat or sunshine..it doesnt hurt seriously..but this much of heat is so unbearable so much so u gotta daily depend on the fan..or aircon..*sighz*..

next thing i wanna do is jus post some of my favourite videos..some songs..some scenes..beautiful vids..check it out inur own free time..i kinda havin nostalgia actually cause this are some movies songs i had watched over and over again durin my younger days..and i kinda jus wanna share it with u all..too many videos i m gonna put so please bear wit me..hehehe

1)Kamal dancin back then..wow!

2)Mamooty, most handsome charmin malu actor!incredible chemistry between him and banu priya..

3) for those of u who knows tamil , good for u..i jus love the way she lashes out at him!.hehe..jus kiddin..love her dancin and incredible actin!!

tats all guys..for the old memories..hope i didnt bore u :)..and last of all one song vid im gonna place before leavin..its a current song which has been ringin over and over in my head..tk care all of u..bubye..

Sridevi Saravanan
12:28 AM

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okie tis is for the ppl who kinda sendin stupid comments on my blog..whats really u guys probs?? i wonder whats tat?..seriously if u know me or know my no..y cant u give me a call? or leave me an email or somethin??..y send stupid blatant comments?? which are totally untrue??..are u tryin to step on my toes? jus cause u think i am not gonna comment much?..let me tell u ppl who know me , people whom i talk to are scoldinme for not respondin much to these comments and lettin it off with puttin back stupid comments myself..finally u all are makin me a stupid fool too! hello if u really claim to know me, y dontu bloody hell ring me up?? im sure u at least have that amount of guts rite? im willin to face it and definitely give it back.i had enough of stress in my life to bear more from ppl i hardly know! except for stupid anonymous names?? yes another thing, y put ur name as another?..recently i fought wit someone jus cause of tis stupid issue.cause i told them not to interfere.u know how many multiple ripple effect probs tis nuisance ppl are creatin??..seriously tis is to all my fren bloggers..seriously sendin anonymous comments is def uncool!wonder y certain ppl become victims to tis, includin me! i cant believe i hav fallen victim to this! i didnt know that i do know cowards! and yes another thing my hubby sent the comments usin certain lang cause tis person obviously does know me and sent such blatant comments..jus cause im gonna keep quiet that doesnt mean ppl who know me are gonna also keep quiet rite??!! firstly u anonymous ppl should not hav posted like tat..its cause u posted like tat u are invitin ppl to come and give u a hell of a scolding..so finally do i or u anonymous ppl deserve it???..and above all thru everythin.. i still dont know who tis stupid mysterious person! and yes if u dont like vulgarities..y dont u buzz off ??simple as that..if i see any more anonymous comments, they wil be jus deleted.there wont be any fucking reply, or response or any such thing on my side.trust me..cause i know all these comments are added to jus aggravate the person.trust me u wont see any such thing.so quit it alrite?!..

and to my other buddies and all..im sorry for tis very serious post..tis is to jus avoid any more nuisance comments from cowards..tk care..

Sridevi Saravanan
4:19 AM

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guys guys i know its been a longggg time since i blogged..well been really busy wit lots of preparations and too many things has happened..so well tats the reason y i had not been avail to blog..first of all a menace entered my blog by the name of beautti..wonder whos tat self proclaimed one who kinda put in rather nasty remarks..which are absolutely untrue!..so i wonder whos tis mystery person..and til now the mystery person didnt hav the guts to put in their name..hehe..really no guts i suppose..pls i jus wanna tell all of u anonymous ppl who are gonna put in comments as such , they wil be not even taken into account and will be def deleted..tats it.so if u really wanna talk to me.call me up, if u re someone i know.or jus f*** off..alrite?..sorry for the words..but tis person really pissed me off badly..

well second news was accordin to what i heard from most of my frens is that sivaji movie was a real big hit!..which is great news!..too bad i m yet to catch tis movie..mostly all rajni's movie im first one to catch.unfortunately tis one cause of a lot of things which are gonna happen soon i hav no time to catch tis one..and by the way to all of u, my invitation cards are ready.need to be askin ur addresses soon..so hopefully all of u re ready..and will be able to make it on tat day..tats its for now guys..before i go i jus wanna post tis new upcomin movie of rajni(animated movie done by rajni's daughter soundarya)...it will be comin up on the yr 2008.it seems they aired this teaser trailer when they put the sivaji film..it seems the music is by ar rahman..and the title of the movie goes sultan the warrior..interestin ah?..i managed to get hold of jus a 55 secs trailer..so i suppose its jus a teaser..im sure all of u still havent got out of the sivaji fever..well tis is another teaser..watch out for tis!..wonder how much tis movie is gonna rake up!!!...

Sridevi Saravanan
12:51 AM

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guys tis is again gonna be a short post but i jus cant contain myself.after a long time rajini's movie is comin out and its official trailer is already out..and u can imagine the excitement when he is teamed with none other than ace director shankar! i jus saw the trailer thanks to one of my frens frenster comments..someone had put this trailer..actually honestly speaking when i did see some of the pictures sent to me my various ppl of the movie sivaji i was kinda skeptical..but wow when i saw the trailer and especially the special effects and the old rajini sense of humour and energy, and speech i just cant help but squeal with excitement and also go weak in my knees.!!..well i know i know u might find me crazy or acting like a kid, but all the rajini fans out there will understand what im talkin about..and i grew up with his movies..most importantly..his energetic and motivational speech always gave me life and sense of power..hes simply amazin! so im gonna jus put the official trailer which is 3 mins..enjoy it u all..tk carez..

p.s : oh ya not to forget my fav shreya was simply so sweet!

Sridevi Saravanan
6:21 AM

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this is what i call real hot material!
john abraham in his new haircut for the movie goal.

sorry all this is gonna be short post..jus had to put this vids(and sorry there is no pics as he aint showin his haircut to keep the suspense for the movie it seems.)

Sridevi Saravanan
7:51 PM

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well i know its been long..been busy and all and not jus tat been not feeling well and whats worse had a bad fall..talk abt bein unlucky?..hehe..well my hubby has not been keepin well too..the usually happy jovial guy is like almost everyday on the bed and doesnt even talk much..seems like hes havin high fever..when i had the bad fall he actually came over to pass me the medicine..and his body was so flamin hot..and it seems his fever seems to driftin in and out..he had done some paint job for the house..and he was the only one who did for the whole hall..so he can imagine how he felt?..and he had actually spent 4 days in complete to complete the paint job..i feel he had really strained himself too much..well he claims it was the paint which he was allergic to..so i guess u guys read the post about this spirit stuff? well it was then fortunately and im so thankful that some of my peeps especially lalitha who came over and gave me useful information abt them..and almost all who came over and surprised abt my weddin details?..yes its comin soon..im sorry i didnt let all of u know abt it..when the invitation is ready i def wil be askin for ur individual addresses to invite u guys..some of u guys also so cute :) even came up and said that i missed callin u all for my weddin and wishin me to hav a baby soon??..guys chill chill..its my rom u missed..and tat was a close private affair thus never invited many of my frens..in fact i jus invited only my close bosom fren who unfortunately could not make it..

oh boy..i hav been havin tis heavy migraine since early morning due to so much thinkin..thinkin aint good seriously..especially over thinkin..im sure most of u do tat..what to do?..once u grow up u jus hav so many things to tend to..talkin abt things..which is y it compelled me to write somethin as i know it has been way long since i wrote my last post..im sorry all for not updatin very consistently..but guys rem no way will i abort this blog..it will be always ongoin ..expect tat u gotta excuse the late posts :) lolz..and for those who read this post..pls guys do comments ifu want to?..or make ur presence felt so i will know u re readin it and not jus passin by? :)..and whats more y do i hav the comments section too?..

todays topic?..hmm..age..quite a sensitive topic rite?..well i know..but its an interestin topic anyday..okies..how many of u rem when u were a baby like abt a yr old ..what u were all doin?..do u rem?..i dont ..seriously no..jus tat when i see the pics i kinda get a nostalgic feel and some events kind fade in and out..but no memories whatsoever..but yes i do rem my childhood days whereby i used to always be out of my house..hangin out wit the chinese kids(well sad to say i didnt hav much indian kid neighbours at tat pt of time)..even if we had indian kids..honestly they arent so outgoin..they were mostly at home..as for me my dad is always busy wit work and only comes home ard 3am..or sometimes 11pm..it varies..but its usually late nite..cause he works the nite shift mostly..and well mum was a production operator at seagate so shes always at work(her work is like 4 days work 3 days off)...bro is really quiet at tat pt though yes he does play wit me sometimes but he wil be most times studyin..so im always out playin..miss those times..i know its hard to believe guys but i used to be outgoin..so much..but as time flew by and lessons were learnt..and yes as i matured..i grew very quiet and cautious abt the ppl i meet and talk to..i dont really divulge myself to ppl whom i dont know very well..but once u know me i am a wild chatterbox who can talk topic from a to z..my husband can vouch tat..hes my victim :)..poor thing he gotta take it almost every day..not jus tat i whine complain(which he hates)..so well im strayin aint i?..so well when i was young i used to always think how i wish i grow and do things adult do..and live life the way u want to..but now if u ask me i would like to turn back clock and live the baby life..y u may ask me?..yes though u get to live life the way u want to..its kinda hard to feel tat u are out of ur parents' grasp..i rem since young(though after i grew up, when i was in pri sch i was mostly disciplined) around my teenge hood years i used to rebel a lot..though not as much as my peeps i gotta say..but even then i rem the whackins i got almost every single day..i used to always wanna do things my way..but u know when u start comin to the age u realise the importance of parents life home..and most importantly u realise that your teenge hood has slipped by and u have come to the age of being a youth..rather an adult..more like it..how it feels like?..well great at a point wher u feel u re finally on your own two feet and can choose ur life..but u do think abt ur younger days..u know the kiddy days?..admit it u all..those are the days we will never forget..so one thing for sure when one day i do hav my kids i wil def remind them to live their childhood years and stop thinkin to get older..as childhood comes once in a lifetime only and its meant to be enjoyed whether some of u spent ur time followin ur mum, or gettin whacked for slightest reasons or gettin scoldins ..or being pampered..either way its childhood and should be cherished..
hahaz..i used to always discuss wit my fren of how when u re 17..u wish u jus become a yr older to attend a pub or get a drivin license ..and then after tat u wish u cld jus turn 21 to do other adult things or to jus hav ur bday celebration which is always an excuse to hav it in some hotel for some rich peeps or have it in grassroots club etc or community clubs etc for normal middle class ppl..and ya for indians to hav the key on their chain..and when time goes on u jus throw away the chain..funny aint it?..well tats life..so well wit that i end this topic with age(i know its small but i jus wanna bore u all with somethin before i end tis post, so hopefully i succeeded in my attempt)..and to all u young 12-18yr olds..u got jus some yrs to attain tat age..so live it wit every sec..cause every yr tat passes ur life jus gets more challenges ahead..so try to listen to ur parents words too as it may help a great deal..and if u find ur parents a bore go to ur grandparents :) at least it wil be easy on ur ears..as grandparents are known to be so cute ppl..unlike parents who are jus so serious(only for some)..so tk care all..see ya..

Sridevi Saravanan
5:18 AM

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