oh gosh i saw tis vid and gosh i find tis gal too hot!..shes called jiah khan from the movie nishabd.she has great potential! sadly i cldnt post the vid.stupid blogger errors as usual..by the way i could post the vid on my friendster media box.if u guys free go tk a look at the vid at my profile page.
tell me what u think guys..your comments are always welcome
the player will instantly start playin.if the bufferin is troubling u.simply pause it for a while til it downloads complete.wont take too long.and u wont regret it!
Sridevi Saravanan 11:59 PM
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hello all..i wrote a few lines..i wonder how and y i did tat..i mean i hav seen pals writin poems and all and i hav always thot of it as..is it really needed?? but u know n0w i realised sometimes its good to reflect your thots or rather simply write poems..only great people write poems..well..tats what i at least believe..but of course u shldnt be writin poems everyday of your life..hehe...but i rem i used to love quotes..used to look up for famous quotes said by famous ppl..very interesting...u guys shld look up for einstein quotes..hes really BRILLIANT!..wow his quotes are fantabulous! but on hindsight i feel we all could write..but of cos poems come about only after experiences..if u had none..and jus leadin a carefree life,the words wil def not come out :)..i realise that writin poems could even help u in times of distress,sadness,..or even when you are thinkin of someone special..im sure u all must hav wrote poems for your respective halves..i rem i hav gotten poems and hav sat down and thot "wow so sweet, wonder whether i can write like tat??" but i realise we all could.jus that we gotta sit down and set to work..okie jus wanna paste some of them i wrote..of cos i cant put down all,cause many are purely personal.(sorry all). enjoy..
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Thanks for teaching me to love Thanks for being there for me Thanks for showing me happiness Thanks for showing me what intimacy is all about Thanks for the touch THanks for the hug Thanks for the kisses Thanks for the chiding Thanks for the advices Thanks for making me realise my fears Thanks for letting me know what humanity is Thanks for showing me what family is all about Thanks for everything else you showed to me and much more All i want is just you by my side forever till i die..
Kuttima, your eyes give me happiness when you look up i feel so contented when you eat i feel like pinching you when you are sleeping i feel like caressing you When you are drinking i get worried When you hog on the wheel continously, i get restless How much you rule my world!
I prayed for a man who will give me unconditional love I prayed for a man who will be there for me I prayed for a man who will cry with me when in distress I prayed for a man who will not look twice at any woman on earth I dont know whether I have gotten that man But i know that you are my MAN. And i love you just the way you are.
Sridevi Saravanan 12:43 PM
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Sunday, March 25, 2007
hello all..been along time i kn0w..its been quite a long hiatus..well as always i dont really kn0w what to blog..but of course i wont stop bloggin..jus tat sometimes it may take days for me to blog..cause sometimes i feel its absurb updatin almost every day too?? :) hehe..do other bloggers share the same thot??..its like u feel u re addicted to somethin..and im sure all of u will agree tat none of us want to be addictin to any one single thing ;).. okie well...starters..my hamster has been kinda lookin moody and all..and accordin to my own assumption i feel like she has gotten thin?? and her eyes are kinda lookin bigger?? is she losin weight??..i wonder..cause u kn0w i kinda like to pamper so regularly i hav tis habit of puttin food for her(especially her fav cochee along wit the others of cos)..but i was already warned n0t to do tat..as i am not settin the rite discipline and she might simply get dependent on the fact i wil be givin it soon and may not take the other food..so i dont know whether shes doin tat..so well i decided for good.i m not gonna put regularly but if the plate is half empty i wil jus fill up a bit more..i wonder whether even if tat is good??..any suggestions guys??..anyways u cld even use the comments section to post..as u all realise i hav added the comment tag too.so u cld feel free to comment ther and tell me wat u feel..so i wonder whether im gettin paranoid abt her..and yes lately i hav not really been puttin her on the ball so much..so i guess i gotta do tat too..hmm.. as for last wk..start of it was simply goin so good..i was like so happy..but as usual somethin had to spoil it i guess..the whole week i was frustrated,moody,upset,down,regretful etc etc..wonder y sometimes no matter how much u wana make sure u dont do anythin wrong..things do wrong no matter wat..so guess jus do ur thing and leave to HIM up there..and make sure u dont do any wrong..gonna stop it at here abt self reflecting.. and chippy thanks dear for the comment tat u love readin my blog :) its ppl like u who give me the spur to update tis blog..so thanks for the commentsand well i hav finally updated ;) and to many others who were taggin too..thank u guys and love u all.. okie well..tats all for now i guess..hope i didnt bore u all..hehe.. meanwhile u all jus enjoy the filmfare 2007 (current performance by hrithik for diff gr8 songs! i think its fabulous) tk care all ciaoz;)
(p.s : guys as u know youtube videos always take time downloading so well simply pause it and wait for it to download complete before playin it.)
Sridevi Saravanan 10:10 PM
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Saturday, March 17, 2007
hey all..hows everyone doin?...guess tats always my usual qn..well..been a long time..as days goes by..i am not really sure what to really blog abt..hmm..dont kn0w whether its loss of words..or jus dont really know what exactly to blog..but i do like the idea of havin a personal diary..but like i said sometimes i jus dont like to talk personal things too much..though i know i hav tried to :)...well jus followin others :P...but i guess it wont maintain too long..as its jus not u..by the way things re goin okie..im tryin not to put too much rules and squeeze my little head..rather jus do whats rite and leave the rest to God..i guess tats the rite to do..i dont think anythin is worth is for us to be strainin ourselves for..jus enjoy life since its short :)..but i cant help it..too many goals..life is whizzin by as soon as i kn0w it...im gettin older too!...oh boy!..thats a huge scare i shld say!..for some of u ..young ppl..may think otherwise though tat bein older is cool..trust me..ITS NOT!..i guess its jus a phase u go thru..hmm..other than tat..i hav jus learn to accept things as the way it is..and do what u think is rite..mosst important..respect yourself and your thought more than anyone else..
well for some of u..who read the earlier post..my cute hamster is doin jus fine..feedin and playin wit her jus gives me so so muhc happiness!!!..i love her to bits and pieces and to infinity!..oh boy!..lookin at her cute mickey mouse face lookin up at the slightest sound i make is jus terribly cute!..u jus wanna pinch her!!! so hard!! :)..though i cant..u jus wana adore her..and love her so much!..shes like my first baby..truly..and when i first got her..i neva knew i wil adore her to tis extent..i thot tat shes jus gonna be my pet..and shes jus gonna be ther..me gonna tk care of her..and tats how its gonna go...but it truly changed..and i m lovin it!..i rem the first few times i got her..and was tryin to touch..i wil go sweaty-hands mode..and after an hr sittin ther tryin to touch her..i wil freak out and cry to my soulmate, guess u all shld noe :)...and well he wil be like scoldin me..and sayin oh boy u re stil scared?? somemore of a small thing??..i thot jus when we bought u were comfy??..are u jus puttin an act??..oh boy..then a tiff for tat..phew!..later after tat i did try my very best..but u kn0w somethin its only when i stopped tryin ..she slowly got close to me..earlier ther was tis same episode wher she got lost the first time..and i finally got her..tats when i got a bit closer to her..and slowly n0w shes becomin my child :)..well enuf of me gushin abt her..to end tis post i jus want u all to enjoy tis rockin chemistry between bipasha and john abraham(2 north indians actors-also off screen lovers for a longg time now)..its a show actually..i think tis was taken when they first started datin..whatever..:) dont wanna be rattlin any long..enjoy it!
p.s(btw tis was one show i was badly wantin to see as soon as i heard of it..cause tis was the only show they actually performed together tat i know of.)
Sridevi Saravanan 10:28 PM
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
hey all..hows everyone doin..hope everythin is good...well i know i hav been missin for sometime..well lots of things ..cant name them all in tis post..:)..but let me jus start off by sayin wat happen on sat..im sure some of u already know as i had confided in u tat nite..but for those who re not sure..well..i had nearly lost my cute hamster..how?..well lets come to tat..i actually have tis transport ball bought for my hamster..jus in case she gets bored in her home..to actually put her in the ball and let her move around freely..(i cant possibly let her out freely without the aid of the ball cause shes too freakin small!! u cant find her at all!!..shes jus 8 cm wide!!)...okie well i put her in luminous green ball and let her move around..and was downloadin songs and updatin them in my ipod..and was also listenin to some songs already updated..while doin tat i could hear the sound of the ball movin and also the fan..soi thot everythin is fine..after a while i paused my work and decided to go to toilet..after a few mins i was back in my room..but when i got back..to my astonishment i actually saw the ball cover on side..and the ball on one side..lid has been opened!! how cld it be possible??..i was numbly shocked at first..second thing i did was go around searchin all the nook and corners of my room..to no avail..i was really worried..cause before goin to the toilet..i had opened the door very slightly..thinkin tat she is in the ball and its rather big..thers no chance she can go thru that opening..though i was only gone for less than 10 mins or so..well i immediately rushed searchin the whole house..by that time it was already nearin 12 am..and ihad to switch on all lights possible and looked thru every corner possible..for almost 1 hr..i even went outside and searchin thru jus my floor cause if she had gone other floors its totally impossible for me..cldnt find her..by the time i got back i was so tired exhausted worried shocked that tishappen, so many things running thru..at the same time i was calmin myself tryin not to get too pressured no matter wat..i sat down and was talkin to some of my msn buddies who at tat pt online and told them abt tis issue..and they were consolin and givin ideas..inside my heart i was also prayin to god..hopin that she wil appear on my sight..when suddenly after a while of chattin somethin made me turn ard..and ther she was! :) when i went near she immediately went in her hidinplace..and tats when i knew wher she was all tis while, while i was ransackin the whole house and whole floor!!..my mag shelf!!..and i neva expected her to go in ther !!! ...gosh tats one only placei overlooked!!...well i gave her fav food cochee..and while she was busy eatin i put her back in my home..oh boy wat a shocker and wat an enlightenment tat was! :)..i stil havent put her on the ball though she is gettin rather restless goin on her big wheel at her home all the while..but ihav to..jus tat i feel my ball aint so reliable after all..and gotta get a new one..but from tis incident i learnt even if i put her in a ball..always close the door if i hav to leave the room for some errand..gosh tats when i realise how much i do love her!..and i really treasure her more now :)..by the way tats jus one stupid incident tat happen...hope u werent bored by tis episode..at least tis wil teach u guys to be more careful wit ur darlin pets;)...tk care..ciaoz..
Sridevi Saravanan 1:58 PM
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
phew..hello all..well jus came in to tok to u all abt paranoia..i mean ..talkin abt tat..do u guys feel paranoid at times?..rather at all times?..thinkin whether u re doin things rite?..for all things..and if u do somethin wrong..do u guys sit down and ponder y u did it wrong?..and then feel kinda upset..and startin put a set of rules of dos and donts..and yet occasionally u do break it??..sucks rite??...y cant human be perfect??..well..another thing is nokia hp..how many hav old nokia hp?..tis is for them..well im stuck wit a old nokia due to my nice motorola bein lost..so enuf of tat sad one..but when u set alarm y is tat when it rings..it fails to wake u up?..F***ing irritatin aint it??...oh boy..i guess even stupid phones arent perfect either! :)..especially the old nokia models..and im kinda lookin for tis stupid function wher i can aim for other tones for alarm ..i cant seem to find it!..need to go thru this old ph again..prob is its been A REALLY LONG TIME i used a old model..so oh boy..can u imagine my model doesnt even hav bluetooth?? and no cam???..even hps no cam..has bluetooth..mine doesnt even possess tat!...wonder y they existed in the first place..they shld hav been ceased out of the market by now! hehe :)..well i hav started to write down things on my diary to make me feel better..and i gotta say i feel like i did a yoga..though the weather is hot and humid..i kinda feel a coolin feelin inside me..well i guess sometimes its all in ur mind;)...by the way wanted to ask u all..how many of u do really like the colour black?..i mean how many of u like to dye ur hair back to black..though who re guilty of already dyein it to light brown,dark brown highlights??..i honestly feel black is exotic..and its really suits us asians...americans and overseas ppl are intrigued by it!..we shld be proud of 'em! yea!
Sridevi Saravanan 3:57 PM
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Monday, March 05, 2007
hey guys hows u?...well i guess earlier ago i had put on a post which was kinda in a rage..is the rage stil ther?...kinda hav gone down ..but stil ther..yes..but i dun wish to talk abt tat..tats not what the post is about..well i hav read earlier one of my pal's blog whereby she said that we talk too much of our personal lives..and tats sometimes not really important..and u can hear ppl yawnin away :) when the stories re repeated abt ur fiances or family..well..i do wan to beg to differ..cause yes ther re some nosey pokers who would like to know whats ur family status rite now..or whats really her/his life like?...u know tat kinda thing?...so in tat way its interestin..but yes if u re gonna go on and on and on about it..its gonna get superbly boring..so well i gonna touchon topics today which hav been on my mind currently.. or rather thinkin abt..as u know im very much thinkin abt a lot ...and i always hav somethin on my mind..and im constantly tellin myself to chill out..wat to do ?..im a capricorn! :) capricorns wil agree on tis one!
okie first up. guys hav u ever been annoyed wit ur mum sometimes? for kinda jus jumpin in on u..or open the door uninvited?..i know most of u lock the door..i do close the door..but at times i forget to lock it.and i hav gotten a lot of scoldin s for tat habit(of cos not frm my mum :) ).. well i gotta rem to lock it everytime..but i only forget to lock it when i go off to sleep..of cos not durin the day or im changin or stuff like tat..so well..my mum always comes and jumps in uninvited when im in a deep sleep or deep thoughts..it really frustrates me!!!..so much so i will scream toomuch...after tat i wont evenhav any voice to talk..:) it wil sound all hoarse..well mothers..wat to do..but i do know mothers re the only ppl we confide in most..but yes i do know an exceptional few who confide more with their dads..dunno how far is tat true.
second..hmm..sensitive topic..u know reena actually address tis topic in her blog and im quite quilty of tat..the fact tat her guy frens suddenly stop talkin due to their gals not likin them keepin in touch wit their gal frens..yes i also do tat..but honestly not every gal is the same.some ppl get into a relationship thinkin u shld hav trust..if thers no trust im out..some ppl get into a relationship cause they find tis person wil be the rite one and they wil find love in tis person and later on do start fallin madly in love with tis person..its not like they re constrainin their boyfrens .they re jus afraid somethin wil go wrong.as u all know in tis new age..anythin could go wrong..but at the same time.u guys can argue..if thers no trust..or if the person aint loyal..then out goes the relationship..but u can ask any gal..ther wil be half of the gal population who think trust is impt..half of them dont really trust..tats maybe of their experiences or how they perceive life..but i guess maybe after they get married..things wil get stabilize down..as they wil fully know he is theirs..and the thinkin wil change..so it takes time for some..but i honestly did hav guy frens who after they got into a relationship they do kinda forget their gal frens a bit..but i neva take it to heart :) truly..cause i know how love is.i wil be most happy for them!..they re jus goin thru tis stage whereby gettin to know each other and learnin each other..so well i dun wanna touch on tis too much..but pls guys..dun think these gals re cruel..they arent..:)..its jus love..love does come in diff ways..but its all love..
lastly ...friendster...guys..hav we really become busy bodies?..:) rather big nosey pokers!..okie im one of them!..:) y i am askin is cause friendster is so popular up til the day it started..i agree i used to post pix so some of the ppl i know could see it..especially the nice pix..sort of seekin attention for some;)..but yes also keepin ur friend circle close..but i honestly truly get irritated wit some ppl who come in and try to add..ppl whom u hardly know..from other countries??..and i too realise sometimes it can get borin too!..ther are some who create a friendster a/c and hardly come in most times..some hav even stopped usin it!..only those who hav equal amount of pals are equally interested in it are stil on it...but anyways tats jus one of my views..i guess i hav bored u all reader s too much..goin off now.. tk care..ciaoz..
Sridevi Saravanan 5:30 PM
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Sunday, March 04, 2007
hey all..a good evening to all of u..well first of all i jus wanna say im so bloody pissed off wit some ppl!..cant believe some ppl could even be so careless or even tactless!!!..they know tat ppl know but yet they gotta let their words out??..arent it suppose to be between 4 walls??..well i noe most of u wont know wat im talkin..its good..cause im not a person who wants to in the first place..first of all im a very private person..any probs or whatsoever i keep it to myself and only share it wit a selected few..which u can use ur hands to count..but some ppl..they need hundreds of ppl..yes i noe its bad to be so private at times..cause u know wher help comes..it cld even come frm a stranger or even a person whom u neva expected words of encouragement from..
guys i hope u like the song..i love the voice of tis boy called naresh iyer..so fresh voiced boy..well hes gonna make it big..the film is rang de basanti..which got dunno how many awards.. meanwhile enjoy tis beautiful vid from the movie ullam ketkume..i absolutely love it!
Sridevi Saravanan 6:29 PM
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Friday, March 02, 2007
hey all..hows everyone doin..hope everyone re fine out ther..well been sometime since i blogged..cause had a few good things happenin and at the same bad thing also..hmm..how ironic life is huh?...u gottta go thru one side..and str be flushed to another side..i guess tats the world's way of sayin its not always a bed of roses ;)... okie well..good things happenin..one of my cousins jus got married traditionally on the 25th feb..and another one will be 25th feb marked our first yr anniversary(when we legally got married)..though yet to be officially married..so well 2 good things happen on sun..apart frm a early mornin weddin..oh boy how much i hate mornin weddings..though i do know tat its a good thing to get married in the morning more than nites..accordin to us we feel tat is the proper auspicious time to get married..in india its widely practised tat way..in fact weddins cld even start at abt 5 am!..meanin the procession and finally the weddin and all..oh boy it cld be such a drag..and the bride wil hav to stay awake the whole nite...:) i wonder whether ther wil be a first nite after tat..or will it be jus first sleepin beside each other;)..and its only the followin nite the action starts..hehe..but honestly i do approve of mornin weddins..but in s'pore its not really possible..sg is suppose to be really hectic..fast rapidly goin country so its hard to hold it in mornin as most of them wil hav struggled on those weekends..wher thats the only day they get to wake up late!...so well tats the thing..tats y nowadays indians do it at nite..mostly rather..but mornin is fresh and nice though.. well it was a beautiful weddin..and after wishin and eatin(the food was good especially the dessert..and yea the sweetmeat they gave as a door gift was really cool and nice, it was a apple shaped one..i nearly thought it was apple! :))..so soon after tat i left wit my husband , father-in-law and mother-in-law..the weddin was at sri mariamman temple near chinatown..so once we got out ther were these shops..and my father-in-law and mother-in-law got very excited and were lookin at various thing such as clothes antique..and my mother-in-law was so sweet to offer to get me a wrap around skirt..but i refused..cause boy honestly i was so sleepy..i rem how much my mum nagged at me and was screamin for me to get ready..and did i forget to mention before tat???...how she was screamin at me to get up at 7+ am??!!.. so i was practically in a foul mood...so rite after tat..we actually wanted to go to chinatown...but i refused sorta..cause i was really not in the mood and sleepy a bit too cause i had slept late the nite before too..and not to mention the sun was scorchin hot!..so we went back to our van..and decided to finally go to the aquarium shop..at serangoon north.first we passed by tis beautiful birds..diff exotic ones..but oh boy i wil neva get a bird..cause of their beak! :) wat if they jus poke u..open their beak and bite!! :)..dun wanna take the chance ..but my father-in-law adores birds..he has already a mynah called bashah..and a parrot called meenatchi..so well they hav been havin tis pets for really long..and they eat almost everythin! :) all the indian food u name it! ..but it seems all the hard things like cracker or appalam..they kinda soak it in the water before munchin on them.. so y we went to aquarium shop?..well my father-in-law has started havin fishes now..they already hav a big fish tank at home..its very nice i shld say..so we went ther and got 4 beautiful fishes..2 yellow..and one is blue kinda exotic(which i chose)..and one really looks like the army uniform colour(also i chose) :) cause i found it cool!...and the worst part was the smaller one is 5 bucks per fish whereas the same breed but bigger ones is 48 bucks!..well we settled for the smaller ones..and before we were goin back...we saw tis cute dog..some guy was carryin it..oh boy it was so cute!..like a baby! small and cute!...and the way it looked and gave expression was exactly like a baby!!!..u noe how a doll tilts its head and looks?..tats how it did..and it was quiet..and not too active..oh boy if i had to get a dog it shld be tat one!..well soon after tat got back home.. before i mention the bad thing tat happen i jus wanna mention really happy first...well im sure a lot of ppl i know ..knows tat i hav a phoebia for animals..so well rite now i am havin tis cute pearl winter white hamster..i gotta say tat im really gettin so used to it..thankfully!!..i was so scared in the initial days and was worried..in fact i wanted to give it back to my husband..but well..seein it everyday..lookin after it..and also gradually touchin it..( and ihav to say my hamster breed is kinda tolerant and doesnt bite, at the most nibbles..)..she is white looks like stuart little..but she is damn active..perhaps due to her small body..and she wil always be workin at her wheel..well i normally let her smell me first or hear me before i put my hand to stroke her ..but honestly on when she is eatin or movin ard slowly i cld do tat..other than tat she wil be goin in a flash..so well tats one good thing tat happened to ya...cause i strongly believe when u hav a pet ..u shld hav a certain attachment to it..and also a kinda mutual thing..if tat doesnt exist..its gonna go really bad..so well i love her to bits now!..andshes my world!..shes the one who makes me smile everyday now :)... okie comin back to the bad thing..rite after cousin's weddin..the next day, 26th feb..wher i thot i cld rest..shockin news..my mum opened my room door..and woke me up in a jolt tellin me tat my granny had passed away...i was surprised shocked and also sleepy..i honestly cld not absorb anythin..after tat only it got into me..since i had got up a bit late..and my dad who is the sole son whos supportin her and everythin..though she has another son..i dun wish to talk abt tat..well my dad had to immediately go and make arrangement cause he's the one whos gonnapay for all costs..well after i bathed and came..i saw my dad cry after a long time..tellin me his mum has died..i do know he loves his mum a lot..well as compared to then..i dun really talk to my dad so much nowadays..but well when iheard him say tat..i jus asked him when he got to know..so they left first..my dad mum and bro..later at ard 9+pm..my dad came and picked me up..stayed ther til the nite without sleepin and ard mornin i left cause i really cld not take it..but i left seein her quiet solemn face..and touched her..honestly if u ask me..i miss her..shes one granny i love to talk to,tease and laugh with..though i aint much close to her or hav seen her much..its only when i was 15 when she came to stay over i got really close wit her..before tat when i used to go to my cousin's house(my dad's brother's kids)..she used to stay ther most of her life i hav to say..its only after tat when she came over to stay here for some time i loved spendin time wit her..but she neva stayed long ..after a mth she left..and soon after tat i did pay a few visits..but after tat once i went to poly i got engulfed in the madness and neva got to see her..i really regret not goin and seein so much..tats one regret i hav ...but i do love her in my heart...apart frm some phone convs i had wit her when she calls for my dad..i neva knew she wil go so soon..and the last i saw her was only on my engagement..tat was last yr.she didnt even makeit for the rom..cause of the stair thing ..as the venue had stairs and she cant really climb up..my granny is 95..but im proud of her..cause even though she was really old she used to be so active and up and runnin..and neva so much like depressed..and shes rather talkative too..and full of life.. and i m sure ure with the Lord now and with peace..i love u granny..and know one thing u re always in my heart!..i really hope she wil be born as my kid so i cld take care of her..
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- well tis re photos of kuttima( my hamster alias stuart little)..so with tat i end tis post..(btw i didnt take any pix yet..but i saw tis frm the net while i was gettin to know more abt her breed)..and its exactly her!..so i thot y not ..)
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