well i know its been long..been busy and all and not jus tat been not feeling well and whats worse had a bad fall..talk abt bein unlucky?..hehe..well my hubby has not been keepin well too..the usually happy jovial guy is like almost everyday on the bed and doesnt even talk much..seems like hes havin high fever..when i had the bad fall he actually came over to pass me the medicine..and his body was so flamin hot..and it seems his fever seems to driftin in and out..he had done some paint job for the house..and he was the only one who did for the whole hall..so he can imagine how he felt?..and he had actually spent 4 days in complete to complete the paint job..i feel he had really strained himself too much..well he claims it was the paint which he was allergic to..so i guess u guys read the post about this spirit stuff? well it was then fortunately and im so thankful that some of my peeps especially lalitha who came over and gave me useful information abt them..and almost all who came over and surprised abt my weddin details?..yes its comin soon..im sorry i didnt let all of u know abt it..when the invitation is ready i def wil be askin for ur individual addresses to invite u guys..some of u guys also so cute :) even came up and said that i missed callin u all for my weddin and wishin me to hav a baby soon??..guys chill chill..its my rom u missed..and tat was a close private affair thus never invited many of my frens..in fact i jus invited only my close bosom fren who unfortunately could not make it..
oh boy..i hav been havin tis heavy migraine since early morning due to so much thinkin..thinkin aint good seriously..especially over thinkin..im sure most of u do tat..what to do?..once u grow up u jus hav so many things to tend to..talkin abt things..which is y it compelled me to write somethin as i know it has been way long since i wrote my last post..im sorry all for not updatin very consistently..but guys rem no way will i abort this blog..it will be always ongoin ..expect tat u gotta excuse the late posts :) lolz..and for those who read this post..pls guys do comments ifu want to?..or make ur presence felt so i will know u re readin it and not jus passin by? :)..and whats more y do i hav the comments section too?..
todays topic?..hmm..age..quite a sensitive topic rite?..well i know..but its an interestin topic anyday..okies..how many of u rem when u were a baby like abt a yr old ..what u were all doin?..do u rem?..i dont ..seriously no..jus tat when i see the pics i kinda get a nostalgic feel and some events kind fade in and out..but no memories whatsoever..but yes i do rem my childhood days whereby i used to always be out of my house..hangin out wit the chinese kids(well sad to say i didnt hav much indian kid neighbours at tat pt of time)..even if we had indian kids..honestly they arent so outgoin..they were mostly at home..as for me my dad is always busy wit work and only comes home ard 3am..or sometimes 11pm..it varies..but its usually late nite..cause he works the nite shift mostly..and well mum was a production operator at seagate so shes always at work(her work is like 4 days work 3 days off)...bro is really quiet at tat pt though yes he does play wit me sometimes but he wil be most times studyin..so im always out playin..miss those times..i know its hard to believe guys but i used to be outgoin..so much..but as time flew by and lessons were learnt..and yes as i matured..i grew very quiet and cautious abt the ppl i meet and talk to..i dont really divulge myself to ppl whom i dont know very well..but once u know me i am a wild chatterbox who can talk topic from a to z..my husband can vouch tat..hes my victim :)..poor thing he gotta take it almost every day..not jus tat i whine complain(which he hates)..so well im strayin aint i?..so well when i was young i used to always think how i wish i grow and do things adult do..and live life the way u want to..but now if u ask me i would like to turn back clock and live the baby life..y u may ask me?..yes though u get to live life the way u want to..its kinda hard to feel tat u are out of ur parents' grasp..i rem since young(though after i grew up, when i was in pri sch i was mostly disciplined) around my teenge hood years i used to rebel a lot..though not as much as my peeps i gotta say..but even then i rem the whackins i got almost every single day..i used to always wanna do things my way..but u know when u start comin to the age u realise the importance of parents life home..and most importantly u realise that your teenge hood has slipped by and u have come to the age of being a youth..rather an adult..more like it..how it feels like?..well great at a point wher u feel u re finally on your own two feet and can choose ur life..but u do think abt ur younger days..u know the kiddy days?..admit it u all..those are the days we will never forget..so one thing for sure when one day i do hav my kids i wil def remind them to live their childhood years and stop thinkin to get older..as childhood comes once in a lifetime only and its meant to be enjoyed whether some of u spent ur time followin ur mum, or gettin whacked for slightest reasons or gettin scoldins ..or being pampered..either way its childhood and should be cherished..
hahaz..i used to always discuss wit my fren of how when u re 17..u wish u jus become a yr older to attend a pub or get a drivin license ..and then after tat u wish u cld jus turn 21 to do other adult things or to jus hav ur bday celebration which is always an excuse to hav it in some hotel for some rich peeps or have it in grassroots club etc or community clubs etc for normal middle class ppl..and ya for indians to hav the key on their chain..and when time goes on u jus throw away the chain..funny aint it?..well tats life..so well wit that i end this topic with age(i know its small but i jus wanna bore u all with somethin before i end tis post, so hopefully i succeeded in my attempt)..and to all u young 12-18yr olds..u got jus some yrs to attain tat age..so live it wit every sec..cause every yr tat passes ur life jus gets more challenges ahead..so try to listen to ur parents words too as it may help a great deal..and if u find ur parents a bore go to ur grandparents :) at least it wil be easy on ur ears..as grandparents are known to be so cute ppl..unlike parents who are jus so serious(only for some)..so tk care all..see ya..
Sridevi Saravanan
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